you like being outcasted?
Do you? I fucking don't.
Why am I blogging this out? Because sometimes I really get so pissed over some people just because they left me out. You guys might think, 'leave you out only what, what's the big deal', but being left out means totally different from me. I'm one who thinks too much, so it's like, you leave me out, I go thinking oh they don't treat me as a friend anymore, I'm just some guy whom they backstab about whatever fuckshit.
I got left out of a few games of Dota. You think it's lame right? Sorry but I don't care, read if you want, don't want, then bye.
I just let it go everytime, listening to their stupid and lousy excuses. And today, the same thing happen again. Apparently, they were playing, and obviously, I was god damned left out. And I asked one of them if they were gaming. I knew he was gaming, so he didn't reply, but even after he gamed, he just went off. Yeah, OFFLINE. I mean, can't you just fucking say 'yes and we finished already' or something like that? Rather than just going off without a word and such? Man. The hell's wrong with him.
I asked another, why, why didn't you call me along? Why didn't you call me to game? And I swear, he gave me the LAMEST excuses I can never ever think off. His excuses were, 'Oh I scared lag', and 'I wanna train this hero'. Wah, so you're telling me that's the reason why you left me out lah? If you scared lag, then so what? It means you have to choose correct people to play with and such? If you scared lag, why the heck we even played all together last time? Gosh. You wanna train that hero, so that means you can ONLY train that hero when I'm not around? Damn. What a fucking lame excuse. He also claims he didn't ask because my status was busy (By the way, it's the third excuse now), but as least ask or something? What the hell. Bet that bastard must think 'never call you only what react so big like cheebye'.
Don't even think those bastards ever felt being left out before. Well, maybe they just don't feel how much it sucks yet or what, I don't know. But I'll tell you now, I freaking hate being left out, it makes me feel as though, I'm not needed anymore or what. I'm not afraid to say this, because I'm saying to close friends here.
There was this time during sec 3 to 4, and I got left out, on a few occasions. Maybe thats why I feel so fucked up.
Damn, even after blogging it out, I still feel so fucked up. Tell you people, you'll never know how I feel, no matter whether you're my good friend, normal friend or even a hi bye friend. Only you yourself, who have felt it yourself many many times, will know how I feel.
Why am I blogging this out? Because sometimes I really get so pissed over some people just because they left me out. You guys might think, 'leave you out only what, what's the big deal', but being left out means totally different from me. I'm one who thinks too much, so it's like, you leave me out, I go thinking oh they don't treat me as a friend anymore, I'm just some guy whom they backstab about whatever fuckshit.
I got left out of a few games of Dota. You think it's lame right? Sorry but I don't care, read if you want, don't want, then bye.
I just let it go everytime, listening to their stupid and lousy excuses. And today, the same thing happen again. Apparently, they were playing, and obviously, I was god damned left out. And I asked one of them if they were gaming. I knew he was gaming, so he didn't reply, but even after he gamed, he just went off. Yeah, OFFLINE. I mean, can't you just fucking say 'yes and we finished already' or something like that? Rather than just going off without a word and such? Man. The hell's wrong with him.
I asked another, why, why didn't you call me along? Why didn't you call me to game? And I swear, he gave me the LAMEST excuses I can never ever think off. His excuses were, 'Oh I scared lag', and 'I wanna train this hero'. Wah, so you're telling me that's the reason why you left me out lah? If you scared lag, then so what? It means you have to choose correct people to play with and such? If you scared lag, why the heck we even played all together last time? Gosh. You wanna train that hero, so that means you can ONLY train that hero when I'm not around? Damn. What a fucking lame excuse. He also claims he didn't ask because my status was busy (By the way, it's the third excuse now), but as least ask or something? What the hell. Bet that bastard must think 'never call you only what react so big like cheebye'.
Don't even think those bastards ever felt being left out before. Well, maybe they just don't feel how much it sucks yet or what, I don't know. But I'll tell you now, I freaking hate being left out, it makes me feel as though, I'm not needed anymore or what. I'm not afraid to say this, because I'm saying to close friends here.
There was this time during sec 3 to 4, and I got left out, on a few occasions. Maybe thats why I feel so fucked up.
Damn, even after blogging it out, I still feel so fucked up. Tell you people, you'll never know how I feel, no matter whether you're my good friend, normal friend or even a hi bye friend. Only you yourself, who have felt it yourself many many times, will know how I feel.
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