drop me out please

This is certainly one of the worst few feelings I've felt in my life. Although it isn't that drastically bad.
Anyway for your info, I didn't sleep a wink last night. Can you believe it? And I got a full day at school today, 8 to 5.
My eyes were like burning fire godly piece of owly bullshit, like it's gonna fall anytime.
I came back home, wanting to sleep already.
But look, here I am blogging, and the time is 8.30pm. And I slept at around 6.40pm.
WHAT THE FUCK.
There were many silly and stupid thoughts running through my head, seriously it got me fucked.
Now I still got those dead shit eyes, and I don't know if I'm able to get knocked out later again.
Oh well.

Oh, I got insomina for the past 2 days also. & I know the god damn reason for it. Here's what my 2 sides think.
'Ain't worth it Bj..'
'C'mon, you're getting close, don't give up!'
'Fuck that close shit, give it up, have a free life'

So close yet so far