FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT

WHAT THE FUCK I MISSED THE FIRST MUAY THAI LESSON!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING 5 BUCKS WASTED GOD DAMN IT!
I don't know if it's my fucking problem or what.
I confused myself and thought training would only start this week, but it actually already started last week.
SO FUCK! I MISSED ONE!
I really feel like crying man.
I claim that I love muay thai so much, but like, I don't even go for the trainings.
So motherfucking contradicting.
Damn it I hate what I'm doing and everything.